I like my eggs Sunny-Side Up, however I want the whites to be BLACK-is that rotten?

I want the sky to be orange and the sun to be blue-I love that you are reading this for just-Nothing better to do-I live to smile and see it reflected in Truth-I want God to be brave-and You tell me soon! I want something more than Heaven-I want somebody Greater than God-I want-to be recreated without alarm-I hope to come back charmed. God has only given me Life-God didn't recognize this Love for life. I never ever nor will I endeavor; to be more than anyone clever ever wanted to be. Why did God CREATE ME? Here on Earth and not in Heaven? So I could witness 9-11? Oh the glory of his secreation, a mere mortal ask's; WHAT's the Seacret? In The Beginning God created God, or did all the TIME man had on his hands create _The Beginning? Live to Love-Love to die, but always remember to always TRY. But do not try to die because that is a given! What you should try for is Heaven on Earth, and it just takes a smile-I swear before I Go (whatever) I will one day, someday, know that I made u SMILE!